Have you ever....

Have you ever wanted to vent about something so bad that it is eating you up inside, but know that if you do it would be bad... really bad? That is how i feel right now, or all day. Yeah oh i want to talk but i can't. Its almost worth driving far far away, stopping in a po' dunk town in a creepy old bar where old men are sitting and playing cards, and buy a round of $1.50 tap beers and talking until my heart is content... Yeah that sounds good. At least it might escape that reality of when i went to the bathroom this morning and almost drank out of the cup that my grandmas dentures were in....