Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Pickle

Pickle, rock and a hard place,dilemma city...on and on. But yes i am in a pickle. Its this damn Facebook again! UGH!!!! So i got a friend request the other day. From my aunt. The very same aunt that has made my life a living hell more than a few times... So here is the dilemma. She is a pain in the ass at times, but family non the less. So she knows i am on facebook. My cousin and my other aunt whom i am friends with on fb have befriended her. Now a week has passed since i have gotten this friend request. I can't bring myself to ignore her, but i also cant work up the nerve to be the bigger person and confirm her. She has done some really rotten things. Now not saying that i have anything that i don't want her to see, or that i am hiding things, but knowing her, she will tell family some crazy stuff and yet again i will be the "black sheep" What is a girl to do... f-ing facebook. All I'm saying is that when i was not a member of this online social addiction, i did not have to worry about problems like this. PLEASE someone... what do i do???

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

boy oh boy

Does the time sure fly. It has been June since the last time that i have blogged, and i swear so much has happened. Ok more like i know so much has happened. I feel like my life is on auto pilot and i have no control over the destination.

with that said, boy oh boy has this summer been a ride. I am finding it really hard to balance business and pleasure. But i have been doing a lot of both. I just don't know what has really changed, but i feel like i am maturing. Hmmm. yes this does seem like a "deep" blog post, but i have had some recent events that have cause me to take a good look at what i really want of my life. I just get a little confused as to how will all of them work! I am a true believer in that fact that there are 24 useable hours in each day. But that could be how i got myself into this mess. so. i am making a list. this list is of things that will want to accomplish throughout my life if not this year. After all i wish i could say that i want this all done within a week, but hey even i have to hang up the super girl uniform from time to time.

1. Get a house
2. Open the cupcake shop
3. get a man friend ( wait... did i really just say that out loud? shit! i did.)

OK this list can go on and on but i guess i should just focus on this for now.