Wahoo For IRON CUPCAKE!!!!

This is just so fabulous! This deserves a hip hip Horay!!! Mke's Cupcake Queens baby is getting so big! And i am excited for the awesome plug in the article about myself as well. Well done MKE CQ... you deserve all the great press! Whats next??? Rachael Ray?Oprah? David Lettermen? Michael Buble'? Ok probably not Michael Buble, but a girl can dream! Hmmmm i wonder what his favorite flavor of cuppies is.... I hope it is me with a cherry on top :-) Ok ok never going to happen, so here is the link to JS Online of the article...

http://www.jsonline.com/features/food/46322767.html

no need to wonder...

He was there... he came later. As i was sitting down to dinner with Grecian Delight and POPstar and her boytoy, i spotted Wing man. He sat at the bar, and then GD taught his eye. I would have to say at first i was kinda nervous, but after listening to Popstar and her man i got some good Advise about the subject. Another chuckle moment, was that i was sitting next to popstars guy, so it looked like i was the one there with the guy! Te he he He kept looking back at the table. I wonder what he wa thinking. I would have to say though that for being so nervous to see him since the split, i had no feelings for him... hmmmm. But then the inevitable happened, i had to use the ladies room, and the only way to it was walking past him. I did ask if it would be totally crazy to go out the back door through the alley then in the front door all to avoid him, but i was quickly shot down by everyone saying that YES that was totally crazy. So i went. He saw me coming, and turned around to talk..... i said hi and kept walking.......... whewwwww. But then on the way back he stopped me. It was like 20 questions. How are you. What have you been up to, Whats going on tonight. How was the competition. What did you make, was it good, what did you do for Memorial day. How is the cupcake biz. Has it been busy. Blah Blah blah. So i answered his questions, and asked him NONE... Hey what was a girl to do. The guy said that there was "no spark" Why should i engage him in my "non-sparky" conversation :-) Then on cue, the wings were being delivered to the table and i was out... With no remorse i dug it the the wings, and not wing man. So with that i have to wonder. Is indifference the best revenge?

Can't help but wonder....

So tonight is yet another Iron cupcake competition. This time it will be hosted at one of my fav places, The Irish Pub in the third ward. I have a delightful little treat in store, but i can't help but wonder..... Do you think Wing Man will be showing his face? After all, it is one of his fav watering holes, and he loves cupcakes. Or do you think he will steer clear of the area knowing that i will be there? And if he is there, what would i say? I think that i would politely say hi and that is all i could muster.... Ok ladies... Lets rally!!! if you can make it to the Irish pub tonight, i would be grateful.... first round on me!!! Come on, you cant leave me there by myself in case he is ballsy enough to show...

Would it be considered stalking if....

So, there is this guy that i know, and have know for quite a while, and i can't stop wondering how he is. I met him the day that i graduated from massage school. He is handsome and super nice and we hung out for a while. He lived in Chicago, and would have to come up here on business and we would go out and have a blast! We never did anything date like, but he was kind of sweet on me. And for some reason i have been having dreams about him. So weird! In my dreams his head will be on my girlfriends bodies and stuff... ok that is creepy but weird non the less. So i have been wanting to get back in touch with him.... Problem is, i can't remember his last name, and i don't have his number anymore. I think that i may have his number in one of my old phones, but i am just not sure if i do. I have tried tracking him down on facebook, but without a last name that is next to impossible. He worked/ maybe still does for BMW so i went on that website to see if by chance they had a company directory, but i came up empty.... It has become a fascination trying to get in touch with him. Hmmm. kind of odd

If i cant laugh at myself....

...Goodness. So having a slightly depressing/stressed 24hours i decide to shop. Oh i can shop and can you imagine what i bought????? Drum roll please. Cupcake liners. $80 worth of cupcake liners. wa wa waaaaaaaaaaa not as exciting as you thought it would be is it? Yea... hence me laughing at myself. I'm bummed so I'm going to show the world by taking it out on my credit card with cupcake liners. I'm a dork. but gosh are the liners cute!

Visit www.cupcakeswirl.com Super cute stuff!!!

But seriously... i NEED to find a wholesale company for these damn things. they seem cheep and frivolous until you start blowing through about 100 a week. But hey i can't complain... business is picking up! Can't wait until the day when i am busy enough to need a store front... Yes MKE Cupcake Queen... it is coming

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whew... last night was a doozy. My questioning can now be layed to rest. I am Single. Again. (Ugh! please don't make that face... yeah the oh your single again... but why? face. Stop it!) I guess i was just kind of sick of the hmm he seem aloof, but not... You know what im talking about... So i bit the bullet. I had to ask wing man if he really wanted to be in this "relationship" or not. To make a long story short, he said that he did not feel the "spark" Hmmmm... he said that it just seemed like we were more friends than anything. Hmmm ok. I did not feel like we were just friends, i liked him. But to be honest. now that i stop and think, i dont think i had that real spark either. Don't get me wrong, i really liked him, but i never felt that UN containable need to be by him. Hmm... so he kept asking me if we could still hang out. I said sure, but don't expect me to call. If he wants to see me he can do all the work. I'm done with trying to put my all into something that inevitably did make me cry. I'm sad, irritated, numb.... then this happened....

I got a call from my BF. To go back a little. When i went to Mexico i had to have a guy friend of ours put some of my crazy cute shoes in his carry-on. Ends up he still had a pair in his bag and they have been living in his house since. I have tirelessly been trying to get them back since January, with no luck. So last night i come to find out that The f-ing moron borrowed them to some girl, and she has them. I SEE FIRE. I was like a bull in the ring seeing red. Ooooo i was pissed!! WTF!!! Who does that! needless to say, i was already so upset about the breakup, that i lost it, and i threatened his balls if those shoes are ruined.

Funny thing about last night is i don't know what i was more upset about, the break-up or my shoes.... hmm maybe the fact that i am so over-worked and exhausted, has left me numb to it all.

I am a robot.... All I do Is work eat and sleep... But I am alive if u were all wondering